My hostmom told me rainbow means promise… and on that day, I learned every single little thing has a meaning through God, because of God… and I love rainbows…

What I want to write about here is my life with God, my prayers, what God has done for me or for my friends.

12th March, 2008 Updated

Too busy to write my blog these days… and too many things wanna write… well, these days God shows me His Love. im kinda having a hard time right now. i cant write it down what happened but just hurts me so much. However, God is with me and healing me. i also have lots of Great friends here. i really thank God that i am here for some reason. i dont know about my future but just know im here because of God. thats enogh reason for now. i will figure out later. hummm i am getting confused what i should write… oh well, God is Great to me. i can feel it every single day. thats great:)<3

28th November Updated

Sometimes you cannot understand what God wants you to do or why God has done those things to you. At that time, you will never know God’s Plans because it’s too complicated for us, human beings. Maybe you will see the answers during you are here on the earth, but maybe not. Bible says, “Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. ” We will see everything in heaven. “We who love Jesus are walking by faith, Not seeing one step that’s ahead; Not doubting one moment what our lot may be, But looking to Jesus instead. (Fields)” Are you sure where you at? Not sure? Then, look to Jesus:) He will help you. He will lead you…

13th November Updated

Any friendship can be a gift from God. But nothing runs deeper than the relationships of those who share a bond in Christ. In face, Jesus commanded His disciples: “Love one another as I have loved you”(John 15:12). In Him, friendships are treasures that will last forever.-Mart De Haan AMEN!!! i love you friends… and thank you for your prayers… what im praying for now is for my family’s health. its getting really cold also in japan. and im praying for my friends who are having hard time to be with God. i know sometimes it is really hard for me to think about God first. but always there are friends who prayed for me…

12th November Updated

its kinda hard to understand what im going to talk about today. well, if you wanna read, just read it. and please tell me what you thought about… Well, i had a hard time during summer because of my great friend who i really trusted. yea trusted… now im talking this because i think its time to share this story with my friends. ive never had that hard time before. like i couldnt help crying even in the bus, even in front of my restaurant and even during i was working… probably you didnt see i was crying or you maybe see i was… anyways it was about love and trust and everything… i couldnt heal myself. i couldnt think about it. i was there without soul, passion, happiness and love. i tried to get normal. actually i pretend to be normal. i had no energy… i just asked God to heal me coz i know that is the only way and that was the only thing what i could do. i had no clue to deal with this problem. no wisdom to seek Him. so i asked Him to show His Plan. then He brought me friends to talk with, friends to hug, friends to be strong and friends to love in the best timings. He was there with me, He hugged me tightly and He loves me perfectly. i felt strength which God gave to me. God’s Love covered all sins. so i could know how to love with all my heart. Love is kind, Love is patient… i really dont know how to trust again. but i just pray for my friend… i dont care what you think, but i just love you with Him because this love is given by God. 

31st October Updated

“We may think that the way into the kingdom of God is complicated. BUT Jesus is the door and when we believe in Him, we are already in.” Amen! It is a simple Promise, isn’t it? I am on the Way. I want to enjoy my life with God because I know He is the Only Way.

18th October Updated

I am really happy that I keep reading Bible since I came to London… I think I was such a lazy and chicken Christian before I started to go to Suita Church, but I think that process made me stronger.

To know His Words more makes me stronger. To praise Him makes my heart peaceful. To have a time with Him fills me with His Great Love…. I just I just love Him soooo much. I want to find the church. coz I want to know about Him more. I want to meet my godly brothers and sisters in His. I really dont know which i found the right church but at least now i have good christian friends here:) yea, God is good.

 I am HERE because of God… That makes me feel much better.

He will show me His Way… I dont need to worry about anything;)))

8th October updated

Well here is too many things I want to write about… I have to chose then… Life in London is really blessed because of my house mates! The teacher who is renting me is Christian so it was easy for me to find the churches which I might go to. My friend at Suita Church told me somebody needs you in London… I hope so too. and I am here because of our awesome God!!!

These days I am reading the book, “Grace (megumi)” which Tamako sensei gave it to me the other day. and I am learning from that book alot. These 2months Ive kept thinking about mercy and love because sometimes hummmm often I got mad at somebody or something and forget about Great Love and Mercy… So I keep praying to show me What “Surrendering to God’s real meaning is… When I became Christian, I was really really really… really happy about God loves me sooooooo much<3 I just wanna rejoice!!!! hummm its hard for me how to finish this thing… i will keep my prayers… and you know what i will definitely pray for you!!!!

So, please leave me a message or something if you need…

 

Be joyful always!!!